dread
I feel a sense of dread.
I have this thing, whatever it is, a considerable amount of weight pulling on my heart. Downwards. I can't do my homework right now or think about anything. There's thoughts as to how I even got here in the first place. I feel so scared, and ungrounded. Why is it that I keep other people grounded but I can't ground myself. Ground myself to life. To school. To hobbies. To friends. To anything. I feel so unattatched and disconnected. Something's drawing me closer to whatever it is. Where are you taking me?