raison detre or something like that
if my philosophy on life is to make as many relationships as I can, experiences, people, it's this mental illness that prevents me from seeing that all the time. I have "no reason to talk to people" most times. I have been comfortable with being alone because I just dont seek social validation.
What is everyone's reason to live? Friends? relationships? the next game?
Do I really need a reason to live? Seagulls don't really think about that stuff.
I want to be known, not like popular, but I wish a lot of people knew me as a kind person.